Angel ? Devil ?

t*r*u*s*t

it means what?

is that compulsory to trust others?

or mostly all the time we must trust ourselves?

I don't know...

so...

confusing....

erm...

in my opinion,

I won't trust anyone in my life...

included him, or my family also...

don't know why...

it just a feeling that so stranger to others although he/she is my best friend...

so hard to tell others about my past and present...

maybe of the story....

I started stand far a part of crowded people...

better staying alone at a dark corner...

keep away of the gossiping...

away away and away...

I started love to be alone...

I don't want the history repeat again and again in my life...

can it be??

maybe...

otherwise...

I will be suffer for another time again...

the pain is nobody can experience it...

it stored inside the deep of my heart...

it won't disappear...

until I can really let it go...

although the story, experience is suffering me...

but...

if stored it in my heart,it will be a memory for me...

will it be an angel or a devil for me?

it's really a sad story...

overcome the obstacles is not easy at all...

we need to let go many things and sacrifice many things...

included family...

finally...

must I really let it go and start my new life?

or...

keep storing it in my heart as a memory?

still deciding...

maybe there will no result on this post...

because I had tried both before...

it wasn't work at all...

at the end...

still...




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